I'm Alive

...In You.

<sub>When the first breath of winter through the flowers is icing
And you look to the north and a pale moon is rising
And it seems like all is dying and would leave the world to mourn
In the distance hear the laughter of the last unicorn

Im alive, Im alive

When the last moon is cast over the last star of morning
And the future has passed without even a last desperate warning
Then look into the sky where through the clouds a path is torn
Look and see her how she sparkles, its the last unicorn.

I'm alive, I'm alive.

~exerpt from The Last Unicorn</sub>

Every single night these tears come. Every single day, day AND night you would be there for me and all I had to do was call. I've never felt so tortured, so burned alive when I wake up every single morning, smiling because you've been in my dreams... Only to wake up and realise that you're not out there.

This is part of the chain reaction is collapse as I realise what I've done. It is not acceptance. You will never know just how very sorry I am.

Please, never let me forget you and how you litterally saved my life. My best friend, my warrior, my hero. I love you.